Broken story

I met this guy..
Eyes darkest brown..
Skin  milky soft..

Intelligent and funny..
He helped me through my hell..
He said he didn't love me..
Although he ment well..

I could'nt come to grips with the feelings ..
I felt..
So I just thought, I could disappear..
No longer would he'd find me on earth.

Then I decided to stick around..
But my heart was to fragile to remain.
In this pain..
So I wrote a love letter to my friend...
It read..

I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE
I DON'T WANT YOU..
I DONT NEED YOU ..
AND I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU EVER AGAIN..