BROKEN

I sit here.. And I lay awake..

Thinking of many things..

That causes a person to break..

Sometimes we go through life ..

And struggle through the very hell..

Some people push through..

You never can tell..

On my window payne I sat and watched ..

As the thunder roared, and roared..

Grieve stricken and heart broken..

Pain was a thing I'd no longer could endure..

So I thought of many ways..

To heal my pain..

Crying out loud, just going insane..

Couldn't even fathem the idea of the two..

Reluctently I called  out to you..

Thinking of what we had before..

Telling you , I'd count the ways ..

I love you ...

If I could just have one more..

Chance to be there for you..

Insisting you come back to me, 

Loosing my grip on reality.. Nothing is right anymore..

My heart hurts.. to the very core..

Then the beep came .. My message was sent..

And I still sit here broken...

And waiting..

I love you...